Just another Thursday...

Today was just an average day, nothing special happened, no juicy details to talk about.... I went and had dinner with my best friend and we walked around the mall for a bit, that was fun...

I'm thinking about texting D tomorrow to see if he wants to get together, I can't get him or the mind blowing sex we had out of my head. I need to find out if it was just a drunk thing or not...

oh, that reminds me, I don't think I ever gave an update on him.... he did end up texting me last week to say hi then Saturday night he sent me one asking what i was doing, that he was at a friends house watching the fights and if I wanted company later. I said that I'd love some. I guess he didn't end up leaving his friends house until later than he thought he would cause he sent me a text at 12:30 saying that he was tired from the night & week and that he was going to go to bed.... hmmmm, effin guys...

So we'll see what happens tomorrow and this weekend... I promise I'll try to have a hot time to write about!

ttfn

My "100 things"

So I've been perusing blogs and I found that a lot of people have these "My 100 things" lists so I figured I'd jump on the bandwagon!

1. I'm 5' 3 3/4"
2. I'm a Virgo
3. I lost my virginity when I was 14
4. I love Creme Brulee and Chocolate Mousse
5. I have to sleep with the closet door closed for fear of the closet monster
6. and covers on my feet for fear of the snakes under the bed biting my toes...
7. I was once paid for sex
8. My tongue is pierced
9. and I can still tie a cherry stem into a knot with it
10. Moulin Rouge is my favorite movie
11. I'm a huge romantic
12. I want to have a boyfriend and be in love so bad but I'm afraid I'll miss being single and sleeping around
13. I'm a fantastic kisser
14. and have been told I'm amazing in bed
15. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up
16. I've had my heart broken
17. Diamonds are my favorite stones followed by Sapphires
18. I love receiving oral sex, it is my single most favorite thing ever
19. I like to read erotica
20. I think DVR's are the single greatest entertainment invention ever
21. I like to make people laugh
22. I'm fairly vain
23. I look when I type but I type fairly quickly
24. I have naturally dark brown hair
25. It hasn't been its natural color since I was 15
26. I am 75% sure I cannot have children and it makes me incredibly sad
27. I love Cherry Pepsi
28. I'm a cat person
29. Someday I will own a BMW
30. The thought of someone reading my blog excites me
31. I want to know if anyone is reading my blog!
32. I only recently started wearing open toed shoes
33. I like to be tied up
34. I LOVE baseball!
35. My favorite color is purple
36. I love Sushi
37. I wish I had smaller boobs
38. My favorite holiday is Valentines Day
39. it is also my least favorite holiday...
40. I have 2 tattoos and 16 piercings
41. all my piercings are above the neck and 12 of them are in my earlobes
42. I was born in San Francisco
43. I'm always horny and have yet to meet a guy with my sex drive
44. My dream job is either as a landscape photographer or to own a bar
45. I believe in Karma and the Golden Rule
46. My favorite flowers are Roses
47. I hate to sleep alone but am picky about who I spend the whole night with
48. Sometimes I feel like picking up and moving to New York even though I've never been there and don't think I'd like living in a big city
49. Did I mention that I LOVE baseball!
50. I have a secret kinky sex fetish...
51. it's that if a guy puts his hand firmly on my neck, most of the time, I'll instantly cum
52. I have never seen any of The Godfather movies
53. I've seen Madonna in concert twice
54. I am hard to impress but easy to please
55. I did not go to College
56. I've never been kissed at the stroke of midnight on New Years Eve
57. I usually pay for the person behind me when I cross a bridge with a toll
58. I call it my "random act of kindness"
59. My favorite tv show is Greys Anatomy
60. I'd rather be cold than hot
61. I have never been arrested
62. I am afraid of heights
63. I'm a night owl and prefer nighttime, I'm not a morning person
64. I love ice cream
65. I loved the boy bands when they were the craze (BSB, NSync, 98°, etc...)
66. I still like them....
67. I love Musicals, my favorite being Phantom of the Opera
68. I love glitter, if I could get away with wearing it in some fashion on my face or hair everyday, I would
69. I love cheese
70. I only had the 2 wisdom teeth on my right side, none on the left
71. I drive a Neon
72. I sleep with my makeup on
73. I shower, wash my hair and put on makeup every day (no matter what)
74. I still have my tonsils
75. and my appendix
76. I'm a bit claustrophobic and can't wear turtlenecks or tight neck shirts
77. I was agorophobic for a few months back in 2000
78. I cannot function without knowing where my cell phone is at all times
79. I have a cat named Princess
80. I talk to her as if she were human
81. I drove across 3 states with a friend to pick up a truck he bought on ebay one time
82. I hate letting anyone else drive and I'm a horrible passenger
83. People automatically cateorgize my sister and I into "the smart one" (her cuz she has her PhD) and the pretty one ( you... cuz... duh)... when actually I hold both titles and my mom admits it (RD came up with this one)
84. I can go weeks, months, years without talking to some of my friends, and yet things are never awkward or weird when we hang out
85. 95% of my friends worked at the phone company at one time or another
86. My favorite song is In Your Eyes by Peter Gabriel
87. I don't care much for feet
88. I didn't know the name of the 1st boy I kissed
89. I prefer being cold to being hot
90. I like to fish
91. My favorite store is Fry's Electronics
92. My initials are MMM
93. I'm licensed to sell Life & Health Insurance in Cali but will probably never do it
94. I have no idea how many people I've slept with
95. did I mention the baseball thing? ;)
96. I like to play fantasy MMORPG's
97. My favorite alcoholic drink is Rum & Diet
98. My favorite shots are German Chocolate Cakes, Oatmeal Cookies & Photon Torpedoes
99. My best friend and I have kissed... and done other stuff
100. I've been in love with the same guy since I was 12, he's my first love, the love of my life and can never be with him

Do you ever...

get so horny that you feel like you just can't take it anymore?

ok, what am I saying... everybody feels like that at some point. With me, it happens frequently and it's happening today and driving me crazy since I'm at work.

It's so bad that I've even been sitting here thinking about who I could call to come over to sneak back into the office real quick to bend me over the desk and release some of this pent up sexual frustration.... I think I'm too chicken to risk my job for it though as exciting as that sounds...

oh yea.. as promised, here are some pictures taken at the SF Gay Pride Parade & Festival




mmmmm.... For Sparta!!!

New Addiction and an Admission

I think I get the whole Blog addiction now!

Yesterday I found the "next blog" link at the top of the page and started surfing. I found a bunch of cool blogs! It's like peering into someone else's life and I'm quite the voyeur so I love it!

I found one that really fascinated me so I added a link to it on the right (I'll add more) ... this girl sounds sooo much like me it's scary. Well, except the being paid for sex thing.. I'm too picky to travel that route. I like younger guys and I know the money is with the older ones....

however, I can't really say that I've never done it though.

A few years back I was working a different job and one of our customers was really attracted to me and offered to pay me if I slept with him. The thought kind of excited me and he wasn't gross or anything so I agreed to do it. He went down on me, which I love and the sex wasn't bad and I made a decent amount of money for it. It only happened 2 or 3 times before he was begging to do anal and that's something I'll really only do with a boyfriend so we ended up parting ways.

I can't say I'll never have sex for money again but for now I'll stick to fucking younger guys for fun :)

oops...

So it's been 6 days since my last blog post....

I don't have *too* much to report... no new guys this weekend, I almost got to see D on Sat night but it ended up being too late when he was done at his friends house so he just went home to bed with promises of *soon*... we'll see about that, lord knows I'm not sittin at home waiting for a guy to find time for me :P

I did go with a couple of friends to the Gay Pride Festival in SF this weekend, that was fun (I'm not gay)... All the costumes and just wide array of people trip me out, I love it. Plus the booths give out tons of free stuff like lube and condoms and I've been trying to be really good about practicing safe sex so I needed condoms. The two friends I went with are a male couple so I traded them my lube for their condoms and we all made out nicely :)

Later when I'm home I'll see if I can't figure out how to get some pics linked into my blog to show some of the stuff that was there.

ttfn

boys, boys, boys...

Why do they have to be so confusing...

Friday night my best friend and I went to the bar and had a really good time. My ex roommate was there (I rented a room in her house last year for 6months while I was going through the breakup with the ex) with a couple of her guy friends and I started talking to one of them... we'll call him "D".

This guy was hella funny and we were having a great time. At one point he accudentally dropped his glass on the floor and a piece of it cut open my toe so for like half the night my foot was up in his lap while he held a napkin to it cause the bar didn't have any band-aids and it wouldn't stop bleeding, lol

So at the end of the night I end up being too drunk to drive so my ex roommate drives her, D and I to her house. She goes to bed and he and I end up kissing on the couch and winding up in bed together.... and all I can say is.... wow. He was so sweet and passionate and it was just one of the best times I've had in bed in a while. That wasn't even the best part... The best part is that afterwards we talked and talked until the sun started to come up. I seriously can't remember the last time I did that with someone.... He told me his "story" and asked why I didn't have a boyfriend so I told him a bit about mine... it was really cool. The next morning I had to get up and leave around 9 to go out of town and he was so cute, I went to get up and he grabbed me and pulled me close so I wouldn't go.... he gave me his number and I gave him mine.

So here's where I get all confused. ok, I am self admitted bad at dating. I've always either met someone through a friend or work or whatever or just had casual relationships.... I've never really "dated". I don't like drama and I don't play games so I don't really know all the "rules of dating". Like you're supposed to wait 3 days to call or whatever it is... wtf, if you like the person call them the friggin next day and just say hey, I had a great time... but whatever... it is what it is... So, I haven't talked to him since that night and I'd like to but I'm impatient and it's driving me nuts... compounded with the fact that I sent him a text message Sunday night and never got a response.

Normally I wouldn't care 'cause normally I'm good with one night stands or casual things but there was just something about this guy that got through my walls to get me intrigued enough to want to talk to him again...

oh good lord, I sound like some insecure little high school girl don't I.... ok, enough of all that, I had a week moment and voiced my thoughts.... composure regained, I'll stop now....

The Crisis Continues...

I guess the Pleasure Party was postponed to another day so no new toys for me :(

oh well, life goes on....

Tomorrow is Friday... yay! Friday nights at the bar sometimes end up rather interesting for me.... I have this thing about sex with strangers ;) It's exciting and fun and well... addicting I suppose.

So, cross your fingers for me... I'm going out of town Saturday morning so I'll update Sunday or Monday....

Toy Crisis

yep, that's right... I'm having a toy crisis.... the x-rated kind

Although I prefer the real thing every so often a girl has to do what a girl has to do.... So, I have this favorite vibe... it's just a regular hard plastic one with purple & white candy cane stripes but boy does that sucker vibrate.... yum!

Anyways, when I moved in October I packed it in a different spot than the rest of my toys and now I don't remember where that was and I can't find it :( So, a couple weeks ago I go to use favorite #2 and the sucker breaks... wtf... ok, moving on to favorite #3... yea, not so much... that one I apparently left batteries in and the corroded and the inside is all rusted & stuff....

So, toy crisis it is....

Possibly my saving grace.... my best friend told me today that someone she knows is having a pleasure party tomorrow so we're gonna go check it out...... thank god

So, cross your fingers for some good vibrations!

Retail Therapy!

So, I've never been much of a shopper..... I hate trying on clothes cause it's always so hard to find something I like and it can be really discouraging when somnething doesn't fit and you have to go to the next size up... but recently my best friend has turned me around and I'm growing to really like it.

Anyways, tonight my best friend asked me if I wanted to go to the mall so we go to Macy's and check out the makeup department, she bought some stuff, I didn't... although it was hard not to, lol.

Then we got to go Fredericks.... yay! I LOVE that store! They actually have my size.... I've been trying to convince the universe that I'm a 38DD but really I'm not, *sigh* I'm a 38E. That may sound all fun & stuff but it's really not... it sooo hard to find bras that fit, cute ones at that, (plus it's hell on the shoulders and back) but Frederics has them! So I have 3 new cute bras... yay!

Now to just find someone to show them to... lol

That's a story for another time....

Hello World...

I thought I might try out this blogging thing and see where it goes...

I've never been much of a writer plus I'm a fairly private person so I've never kept a diary or anything like that but I like the anonymity of this whole set-up so I thought I'd try it out... I figure I'll possibly get better as time goes on....

So yea... Hi

Heeeere we go.....